I address this to those in my circle of friends and family who voted for Donald Trump. If you haven’t already unfollowed or unfriended me on social media, then at least I must be trying your patience. For Pete’s sake, the election was two weeks ago! It’s just politics! Get over it, am I right? Well, unfortunately, no. It isn’t that simple this time. If your vote for Mitt Romney resulted in a win, I doubt you and I would have nearly as many issues. If your vote for John McCain yielded a McCain-Palin administration, I’d have done everything in my power to keep John McCain alive and well, but my Facebook photo would not be a rebellion symbol with a safety pin through it. I’d let it go—for the most part. I would.
But it’s important to me that you understand this is absolutely, categorically different. What happened here is much worse, and you were one of many who helped light the match. Look, I’m not asking you to read this just so you’ll feel guilty. You should, I think, but that’s neither here nor there because it isn’t my job to fine-tune your conscience. I’m asking you, for just a few minutes, to put yourself in my shoes. Forget my liberal friends. Buncha kombucha-sucking, tree-tonguing, Trader Joe’s shoppers, am I right? Spoiler alert: I am right. But they’re also Americans like you, folks struggling to raise their kids and pay their bills and get some enjoyment out of life, the best they know how. They fill jobs you don’t want, like processing L&I claims so injured workers get checks in a timely fashion. They wear jeans, at least on laundry day, and ask their kids not to go postal when your kids call them horrible names. (“Libtard?” Really? Is that a word you feel good about?)
But seriously, forget liberal activists. They’re not your people; they’re mine. But so are you, so let’s just talk about me and my wife and family instead.
I’m Mexican-American on my dad’s side, which means I have Mexican-American family members. I’ve been told I don’t fit your stereotype of Mexicans, so you may think I don’t count as a Mexican-American. But trust me, if you met some of my cousins and aunts, you’d agree they qualify. Their ancestors were legal immigrants from Mexico. When Donald Trump literally began his campaign by saying most Mexican immigrants were rapists, that amused you and horrified me. When Trump said the federal judge overseeing his fraud case couldn’t be trusted, solely because he was Mexican-American, I was already finished with “giving Trump a chance.” I knew immediately that when he said he wanted to make America great, at least part of what he meant was minimizing my family’s place and success in this country. He meant we didn’t belong, that this country would be better if we’d just go away.
You may not hate Mexicans. You may think that means you’re not racist against Mexicans. But you seem to agree we can’t be trusted, and guess what? That does make you racist. I know you don’t like reading that, because you know racists are bad people and you’re not a bad person so how could you be racist? Well, it’s the same way I can be a good person and still be a grouchy snob sometimes. It’s simple human imperfection. We aren’t living “Good/Evil” switches stuck in just one position. We have ranges of ethics, you and I. That’s why it’s so important that we look at ourselves honestly. I need to acknowledge my reflexive distrust of people with southern accents, and you need to acknowledge you weren’t crazy about the notion of a mixed-race president. Because that’s racist. You can justify it by saying you also distrusted this or that policy decision or statement, but let’s be honest: it was mostly the fact that he was browner than you feel comfortable around. He didn’t look like your mental picture of a president. And that is racist, racist, racist, and you need to deal with that. I can’t make you deal with it. You need to process that for yourself.
My Mexican-American ancestors passed through Mexico on their way from northern Spain. They were Sephardim, which means they were Jews on the run. I’m ethnically Jewish on my father’s side. Donald Trump has openly courted the white nationalist movement, which believes Jews aren’t fully human. Trump’s chief strategist and senior advisor, Steve Bannon, was the executive chair of Breitbart News. That’s important because this summer, Bannon himself called Breitbart “the platform for the alt-right,” a softer name for the white nationalist movement. That movement, by the way, includes neo-Nazis. Yes, actual neo-Nazis—or, as some dub them, “skinheads in suits.” They insult the press in German and give heil-Hitler salutes. I’m not kidding. You probably haven’t seen this, because your social media feeds are more conservative than mine, but you should pay attention to actual video of that happening in a government office. It’s a red flag to end all red flags, because it’s a red flag with a swastika on it. Yes, this really is happening, here in America, NOW. The time to prevent it has already passed. This is already a national emergency.
Incidentally, I myself am in the press. I’m the managing editor of a multiplatform arts publication. So when Trump pulls news reporters into a room, off the record, as he did two nights ago, and berates them at length for telling the truth, I need you to understand this is unprecedented in modern American history. The president-elect doesn’t get to scream at and threaten the media. The news media exist, in part, to make presidents nervous, not to flatter them like toadying flunkies.
My wife Amanda is my best friend. I’m a mama’s boy and a proud feminist. So when Donald Trump says horrible things about women and how they look, it disgusts me. Fine, you’re no fan of Rosie O’Donnell. I get it. But what do you think he’d say about you, if you’re a woman, or the women you love? Trump said plainly that he enjoys walking up to women he barely knows, even married women, and kissing them and grabbing them in ways they didn’t ask to receive. Then he walked over to a married woman he barely knows, only months after his own marriage to Melania, and did exactly that. It wasn’t just talk; he came right out and did it. That was sexual molestation, and we have very good reason to believe he does it all the time. Now you’ve rewarded him for that. You’ve said it’s okay for our president-elect to harass women, and frankly, that makes me violently angry…yes, at him, but sometimes at you, too. It’s not okay. You can’t say to me or even yourself that he really didn’t do that, because he did it on camera. It’s not your job (nor mine) to decide reality. Reality happens, and then we must deal with it. The way you dealt with this reality is to spit in the face of women you care about, and I’m not okay with that.
You’ll notice I haven’t said anything about Trump’s qualifications to be president. He has none. Being rich is not a qualifying credential, though it is the fastest way to buy ads and gain media attention to get there. Mr. Trump is a flat-out con artist. In fact, now that he’s settled out of court for $25 million in the Trump University case, I can accurately call him a fraud. He conned you. He defrauded you. He has no idea how to fix your problems. In fact, not to put too fine a point on it, Donald Trump does not give two shits about you. He told a restaurant full of rich Manhattanites at the 21 Club their taxes would go down, but experts agree yours will not. He has no idea how to bring jobs back to the Rust Belt. His stated plans are all “trust me, believe me”—all sizzle, no steak. He told you he’d lock Hillary up for, you know, something, but now he says he won’t. He told you he’d dismantle the ACA, now he says there’s no guarantee and by the way, it won’t happen overnight. Overturn Roe v. Wade? Enh, we’ll see. He’s a bullshit artist. Longtime readers of my blog know I don’t often swear here, but I can’t think of any clearer way of saying it: Donald Trump is completely, 100% full of shit. And you bought it. Doesn’t that make you embarrassed? It should. But that’s okay, because embarrassment can turn into righteous indignation and we need you to feel that right now.
I haven’t mentioned the distinct possibility that Russian hackers altered voting in Trump’s favor in three swing states, thereby tipping the electoral college. I haven’t mentioned Hillary won the popular vote by (as of this morning) two million votes, earning more votes than any presidential candidate in history other than Obama in 2008. I haven’t mentioned the pernicious campaign of lies and character assassination that made even liberals reluctant to vote for Trump’s opponent. I haven’t mentioned the CIA carefully timing false announcements about Hillary’s email. I certainly can’t prove Trump raped a 13-year-old girl, but I can tell you he’s friends with a guy who was found guilty of running a child-sex-slavery ring for rich, Manhattanite friends. If Donald Trump is a Christian, then I’m a Rebel X-wing pilot. If he’s a humanitarian, I’m Grace Jones.
I feel grief about this, and I’m hardly alone. My doctor tells me much of Olympia is on antidepressants right now. This isn’t just depression, a condition I’m used to, it’s a sadness that won’t go away. I find it difficult to think about anything but the election and the very real possibility you voted for an aspiring fuehrer. It’s affecting my work, my sleep, my health, and yes, my feelings about you. And even as I think about that in the self-judgmental, cynical light of day, it makes perfect sense that I would feel that way. You voted for the antithesis of every one of my values. You voted for a guy whose vice-president abhors my gay friends. You voted for a guy who won’t accept the idea that presidents should avoid conflicts of interest. You voted for a guy who’s been following the Hitler playbook, emboldening American terrorists and meeting every definition of a fascist. Should I really overlook that? Should I really shrug off what you’ve expressed with that vote about my family, friends and beloved wife, let alone what you’ve expressed about me? Am I really supposed to think our friendship should be bigger than that, when you’ve effectively told me you don’t consider me a friend?
To be honest, I’ve given up hope I can reason with you. I can’t persuade you by thinking, so instead I must talk about how we feel. You obviously feel I can’t be trusted. You feel my wife is fair game for a sexual predator. You feel LGBTQ people should be ostracized. You feel people of color aren’t as deserving as white people. Last week I visited a mosque, and when I looked into the eyes of the men, women and children who worship your shared God there, I saw real terror. You helped cause that. And I do want to meet you in the middle and talk about how we might continue Obama’s crusade for jobs (you’re probably unaware of this, but unemployment is actually quite low right now), but I can’t do that until you admit there’s a problem that needs fixing. And in order to do that, I need to make you see how you contributed to that problem. You were scared, you were played by a guy I’ve come to realize is a media genius, and it made you gullible. You have to join the fight on our side now. You have to push back against white nationalism and “post-facts” propaganda and mistreatment of women and minority groups. You have to cite legitimate sources when you post things on the Internet. You have to get smarter about how to recognize illegitimate sources. You need to put what’s right and kind ahead of party loyalty or your identity politics. Be a grown-up, okay? Be a good person. Put your arm around the shoulder of someone who’s scared and upset and ask how you can help. Understand we’re not just whiny sore losers. We’ve been hurt to our very guts by the feelings you’ve expressed about us, and we can’t somehow make you not have done that. All we can ask now is that you roll up your sleeves and help us limit the damage you helped cause.
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